2b

Irony, the section labeled 2b and that are what my thoughts are about today, why am I here what is the big picture for me. A friend just asked me about that, my answer " I am here to inspire, educate and amuse! That's it. I am more focused about the balance in my life. I left the Monarch just because I had none. I did not see the light At the end of the tunnel. In fact, it got darker and darker the further I looked down the rabbit hole. I decide to take the blue pill! Screw my matrix I want my dream! Enough writing about the when, time to start to write NOW! I have thought about a TV show idea and I think as well as others think it is a great idea! Now, I have to big goals in front of me now what. I have to become more in my effective use of my time. I have to schedule my whole day! To an extreme, like bathroom brakes food brakes and such! Without it I will become to focused at one thing and fail at the others. I have to brake these to huge goals and cut them from their primal cuts to much more basic cuts like beef tenderloin. I have don't have that much time to continue this point among the other thoughts that are flying around in this huge pot of dreams called my head. You see, this week at the end, one door will be closing and a new one is about to open. I leave the one with an open heart and mind, getting myself ready for the page I am about to write in my book of life. My friends ask if I am excited and I have to honestly say no not really. I am very cautious about my moves lately. I want to find a job that has balance with me and I with them. I really don't care about the hours as long as I get some time to recharge my life. IRS not all about the job anymore. It is about experiencing life, different things different cultures. Wither it would be here or another country. I have live my life not wait for it to happen. Time for me to pick up the paint brush or skillet and being to really cooking the cook! You the reader have the opportunity to push me along! I am going to challenge myself to blog more and on cheffrey's page on Facebook I am going to do more post. If I don't send me a message! Well I am off to my going away party at the beach! Yup, more time there as well, cheers!